TearsThatStainMyEyes

So - first of all, I'd like to apologise for my absence. At first, I didn't come back, purely because I was busy and then the longer I left it, the harder it was for me to come back. If that makes any sense. I'm not going to bore you with all the boring details of my life, because some parts are quite painful for me to remember, let alone write down, but I'm back for now.

I'm pretty sure I did one last year anyway.... This year has not been the easiest. I have lost friends, gained friends, lost the one I thought to be the love of my life, moved on, broken down, cried buckets, wanted to die, been so lost that I thought noone on this planet could find me. I've tried to make myself move on from that needy little girl I was at the start of this year, and somewhere along the line, after I went to college I suppose, I stopped trying. That must have been the first step, because here I am, the better person. I don't cry myself to sleep any more and that is my biggest achievement. The friends I've lost, are probably

[ ] You have eaten fish food [ ] You have eaten dog food. [ ] You have eaten cat food. [x] You have run into a glass door. [ ] You have eaten an ant [X] You have eaten grass. [x] You have licked a tree. [X] You have polka dotted underwear. [x] You have pink underwear. [ ] You had contests with your friends to see who can create the nastiest burp. [x] You have screamed a random word in public [x] You wave at people you don't know [ ] You have flushed the toilet because you were bored. [ ] You have slapped yourself out of boredom. [X] You sing the "FUN" song. [x] You hold conversations with a pillow, blanket, stuffed animal etc.